Parenthood : 98% Loading! ♥
In the blink of an eye, I'm counting down to the final day to see my Baby Z!
From finding out about the pregnancy to, living life in hell during the first trimester, to feeling his first kick (7th Apr), to having the gender surprise (3rd May), to second x third trimester..
Watching him grow from day to day, from the size of a poppy seed to the size of a wintermelon, to me, it is a big achievement.
Cant bliff that I have conquered the first x second trimester and 98% of the third trimester, and the next big thing?
The battle in the operation theatre which will bring me a new status, A MUM. (And of cz, a scar too)
Pregnancy has been pretty bearable on me EXCEPT for my first trimester (alright mebbe not that easy after all) :/
I am blessed with stretch-marks-free belly, rare leg cramps and backache despite my spine condition.
As the big day is drawing nearer, I am getting nightmare more frequently..
Afraid of going into the operation theatre, the pain after surgery, how to carry a bb (I dun even know WTF), and shoo many more!
Plus the tot of needing to follow the traditional confinement rules is STRESSING ME OUT D:`
Thank god I have Lil Sis as my companion, we're expecting our babies at the same timing! Coincidence or wat? :D
Here I am, done packing my hospital bag. I hope that I did pack courage along with me.
Words cant describe how grateful I am to God for blessing me with this baby and a healthy pregnancy.
The next thing I pray for is a safe delivery x healthy baby.
See you soon Baby Z, xx.
